Imperfect

I've been struggling so much this week, this month. I don't know what it is. Well, actually I DO know what it is. And it sucks. Ughhhhhhhhhhhh I hate being so brought down with my own sinful nature. I hate being humannnnnnnnnn. I'm so stubborn and stupid and easily angered. I let these emotions get to me and tie me down so much. It's been going on my whole life. I'm so SICK of it all!

Don't you sometimes feel that way? That you're just so sick of all the imperfection in your life. So sick of the things that get in the way of friendships, or other relationships in general. So sick of the things that bring you down back to where you started: rock bottom. I can't do this anymore. I can't live like this. I really don't want to live like this. It pisses me off, to let Satan win. Ughhhhhhhh. No more, please!!!!!!